Some #LongStoryShort issues looking Back as far as 2007-2011 (-Concerning My Son's Birthing & various other important subjects-)

I am definitely for testomony's sake, having a lot of things that I do want to put in context for sakes of all those who have been bombarded by all fronts and kinds of #TeQNiQExposingLifeStory False witness' for whatsoever reasons they we're and by whomever, Lord knows EVEN FROM 1996 ONWARD INTO THE PASSING OF THE MILLENIAL 2000, then from there up to 2007 when in South Africa Studying Sound Engineering up to 2011 having had my Son born in the midst of the first Year into the 2nd, then from there 2011 up to now 2024 being enough Spirit & Truth in Christ having reflected on things not having been seen Spiritualy through some parts, now MORE THAN EVER BEFORE CONCERNING AS MUCH AS WHAT IT REALLY MEANS CONCERING #LongStoryShort issues.

Why I bring up My Son's birthing, is this evident fact THAT HAS BEEN TOO FOR CERTAIN WITHOUT EVEN ANY ABILITY TO DOUBLE MEANING OR OVERTHROW SCRIPTURE AT ALL. in the Light of The Book Of Revelation Chapter 2-3 with God's Heavy Hand against man-kinds ultimate evil in Protects of His People in the words "....I will kill her children with death..." where so many have tried to lie bio-scientificaly as though people we're likeable to animals that there needs to be no Eternal Faithfulness or at least ENTIRE INSIDE OUT AND FAITHFUL COMMITMENT FOR THE CONCEPTION OF CHILD-BIRTHING, at the same time, GOD KNOWING THE HEARTS AND MINDS OF PEOPLE, both of those whom truly believe, those whom are truly commited to Oneness of Flesh & Being, also those who, as if to have to describe by saying, "have worldly and mad made doctrinal reasoning BUT ARE COMMITED AND FAITHFUL FOR CERTAIN DEFINABLE INWARD AND OUTWARD POINTS IN TIME WHERE GOD HAS ALLOWED CHILD BEARING TO HAPPEN, not only concerned about both parents as Our Heavenly Father's Children, BUT ALSO THE SAME AND UTMOST CONCERN ABOUT THE CHILDREN BEING BORN AS WELL, God standing Firstly and Fore-most lying In Eternity by which is the only reason time exists with Him standing in it as well indwelling of Us By His Holy Spirit made through His firstborn Son from before the foundation of all things and Beings of His Likeness whom is Jesus, and as many of man made doctrine and knowledge struggling "both sides of the fencedly" with anything called "BARRENENSS", which to as many can fathomably understand concerning certain Trends of Doctrine and Teaching apearing as RIGHTS, e.g. Women's rights of the most consists being on one far side of the fence about "abortion" being the most extreme, the others like it such as "freezing of the ovaries" and "unfreezing" when thinking themselves fit for childbearing, other mutilation areas such as "mutilation-al cutting and tying of phalopean tube's" etc, WHICH ARE NOT DOCTRINE OR TEACHING OF GOD AND ARE HARMFUL, to the distaste to even call them "RIGHTS TO DO WHAT ONE WANTS WITH THEIR BODIES (-needless to say as many claim such in order for any spousal to still have benevolence of intimacy without "suffering a child to be born in such a worl" (-very bad reasoning with God in Answer-), more so the disgust of any whom even use this as a vantage towards sexual imorality/promiscuity for multiple husbandry as if without consequence just because of no child birthing, and various argumentative which are of no excusability whatsoever.

The OTHER SIDE OF THE FENCE being that in Spirit and Truth, THERE IS NO SUCH THING AS BARRENESS WITH GOD IN QUESTION AND ANSWER, HIM KNOWING ALWAYS FOR ALL AND EVERY ONENESS OF FLESH AND BEING WHAT APPROPRIATE TIME AND SEASON FOR AS MANY CHILDREN TO BEAR AND SUCH AS HE PREDESTININGLY ORDAINED THE FRUIT OF ALL WOMB-/LOIN-AGE AS HIS HERITAGE (Psalms 127), Moreover, people defaulting God to "a mechanical item", when BECAUSE OF THE BABYLONIAN FALLENESS OF WORLDLY-NESS THAT MAKES PEOPLE THINK SUCH KIND OF (-thought/taught to be-) "riches" (-which are not-) ARE WHAT IS NEEDED BEFORE CHILDBEARING CAN TAKE PLACE, OR WHAT IS THE ONLY THING THAT ANYONE NEEDS FOR A LIFE WITH CHILDREN IN THIS DAY AND AGE, sadly spoken to conclude that as a child is wrapped in towel and cloth in bundle, placing a sack of gold next to them and leaving them for 12 months IS NOT GOING TO RAISE THAT CHILD, seccondly, the same for paper and coins no matter what anyone says, THAT BEING THE FACT AND FAITHFULNESS OF GOD THAT ALL NEED TO CONSIST OF THEIR MIND IN REALITY, OTHERWISE IT NOT BEING SO, ***especialy with the before mentioned OTHER SIDE OF THE FENCE BEFORE THIS ONE, which are people's resultant thinkings towards each other not only considering of conception and child bearing itself.

Now, to be more indiviualy circumstantial and Testimonial concerning the mention of my son's birth, having left Zimbabwe, his mother not telling me shaw pregnant, as having checked with her saying she wasn't, but (-seeming-) happy for me to at least be going to get a degree only 2 Years of a Course, we both considering what to do from there and agreeing that between the two of us, we can start from there and see what next.

By the time in the 2nd out of 3 semesters of the 1st year of The Sound engineering course, what I got as phone call from her notifying me that she was pregnant even before I left, was alarming BECUASE OF OUR CONSTANT COMMUNICATION AND MY ALWAYS CHECKING TO MAKE SURE SHE WAS OK AND AS MUCH IMPORTANT IT IS FOR ONENESS OF FLESH AND BEING RELATIONSHIP TO COMMUNCA5E AND IF NEED BE CONFIRM AND AFFIRM EACH OTHER, THIS BEING THAT MUCH MORE AN IMPORTANT RELATIONSHIP THAN ALL OTHERS, the sadness in much detail can be explained of what she really did, as from the visits I would make each holiday, by the time of her having given birth, FIRSTLY AND FOREMOSTLY SUCH "LIGHTHOUSE CHURCH PASTOR" SAYING **KUDZAI SHOULD NOT BE THERE FOR HIS SON'S BIRTH***, and I mean "EXACT WORDS", it being VERY SERIOUS WITH GOD AS SUCH, AND NOTHING PASTORAL ABOUT ANY KIND OF DECISIOM LIKE THAT, IT SUPOSED TO BE MINE AND HERS IF EVER THAT WAS TO BE ANY KIND OF DECISION, but further-more sad to find out that her presentation of the matter did not start with telling me as that phone call mentioned, but having had influence by a now late aunt (-another story to mention of her own-), to "go and sit outside the Murapa's gate and start telling them by shouting "IvAm pregnant by Kudzai Murap" etc and some other stuff that I also did not get the details of, BY THE TIME OF HIS BIRTHING ON MY FIRST VISIT, when he had been born and my mother Helen Murapa took to herself to let her stay with her at our House to help her with Kudzai Jnr, there was much more to mention, again to say that when Both Helen and Rukudzo Murapa came to visit me for an end of Semester, then coming back to the house, having left Kudzai Jnr's Mother and one of Helen's sisters to house watch, there was the scene of their main room being broken into by both Kudzi Jnr's mother and MY Mother's sister, about 200 Dollars (-possibly more-), of traveller's cheque's taken, interestingly enough of a point being where she had run away from the house during the next 48 hours taking Kudzai Jnr with her, to a friend's house just down the road from where she used to stay with Her Brother and Grandmother/Grandaunt, whom called me telling me to come and get Kudzai Jnr, she left him on the floor in a room and WENT OUT WITH A GUY (-this a serious #LongStoryShort portion of, that night of return, while, having a short talk with her asking her why she had been so deceitful etc even the phone calls BERY EVIDENT THAT THERE WAS SOMETHING WRONG, her blurting out in an obvious exposingly tracing lie saying "YOUR FRIENDS IN SOUTH AFRICA TOLD NE YOU WERE AT HOUSE PARTY'S SLEEPING WITH GIRLS", and to my asking "WHICH FRIENDS SAID THIS", her unable to answer a single word, quite useless to follow up, which if it we're any truth a point ability to tell BY WHICH LYING FRIEND IT WOULD BE firstly, then SECCONDLY, WHY DIDNT YOU TELL ME THAT WHEN WE WOULD TALK AS MUCH AS ME MAKING THE EFFORT TO ALWAYS LET YOU KNOW WHAT I WAS DOING?, which did not need to happen, ALSO KNOWING EXACTLY TO THE HANDFUL OF WHOM SUCH "**FAKE FRIENDS THEY WOULD BE**" IF EVER I MADE ANY SHORT FOLLOW UP CALL IF ANY AIRTIME RAN OUT, OR IF ANY SMS'S NEEDED TO BE SENT.

So, WHY I SAID BECUASE OF SO MANY LIES AND DECEIT AS MUCH AS SHE WOULD CLAIM TO HAVE BEEN FAITHFUL TO ME, IT WAS FOUND BY THE BACK WINDOM OF ONE OF OUR CARS THAT REFUSED TO GO ALL THE WAY UP (-not broken, to signify and ask WHO TOOK IT OUT WHEN THE ONLY TWO LEFT AT THE HOUSE WE'RE SUCH-), finding out it was Jessie Da'Costa-(-now-)Mahachi-[:-*actualy not verified*-:], AND A BOYFRIEND GONE OUT WITH OUR CARS FROM HER HAVING BEEN TAKEN IN BY MY MOTHER TO HELP WITH KUDZAI JNR, (-note to self and others, my parents THINKING that such behaviour had anything to do with background or financial "clasification" always giving such note of warns concerning relationships, Made their history of any other relationships before VOID of reasoning that YOU CANT BLAME THE FAITHFUL PERSON FOR ANY REASON WHEN THE OTHER PERSON CHOSES TO CHANGE THEIR MIND, WETHER ON PURPOSE, USING ANYTHING ELSE AS REASONING, AND EVEN SOME LIKING TO DO SUCH OF ALL RELATIONSHIPS THEY ARE EVER IN, more so to note up to now as 2024 EVERY DEPART-ING-NESS HAVING BEEN OF ALL FINANCIAL CLASSIFICATIONS, without justification for that reasoning of theirs, not one having any single sense of cherishes or wants or even knowing WHAT IT MEANS OF A MARRIAGE BED'S HONOURING BY GOD AND SUCH KINDS OF ANY BLESSINGS (-of which are all the general complaints, from soundness of BEING, the very PROVISION BY AND OF GOD of all things, each apart and that departing one by comparison of others imaginary or optio-selective-ly real MEANING THERE NOTHING TO HONOR IN UNITY, THAT NOW APART, NOT CONSIDERING zig zag timeframe ongoing changing between :

(1) -- [:----*you + *Her/Him+ God Considerign Both + Child any future or present ongoing time PUTING THINGS TOGETHER IN THE BACKGROUND SURROUNDING*---:]

*****TO OVER AND OVER LIKE A COG WHEEL ON AND OF OF EACH GROOVE DESTROYING IT AND REATACHING IT*****

FROM THE BROKEN/continualy breaking by back and forth between these two :

(2) -- [:---*you (-now departed from-) + (-no oneness of flesh/being & direct fruit to consider but life's ministry as you are-)  > - < *Her/Him (-no oneness of flesh/being & directly fruit to consider but life's ministry as they are ***UNLESS LANDING ANYWHERE ELSE(s) of oneness of flesh/being interaction, hopefuly singular?) *---:]

In the midst of all this, GOD KNOWING VERY MUCH AS CHILDREN ARE CONCEIVED, and as such mention of "THOSE WHOM CHANGE THEIR MIND IN MID AIR, AND MAKE EXCUSES OF WHATSOEVER NATURE REGARDLESS".

For this exact example of Kudzai Jnr's mother, claiming that "Music was never going to make any money", he doesn't work, he is spoilt he doesn't know what hard work is like, ....."need a real man"... coments, "life about money" rhetorical and the so on, then landing on some issues such as "how can he expect me to wait 2 years and then start from scratch with him where, while I'm suffer here with the child (-That is where the mind goes, despite ad mentioned, my mother even happily taking her that much in-), and why to mention this, AS IF IT IS FAR BY THE TIME OF HIS BIRTH TO SAY "CAN I GO AND STAY WITH KUDZAI SNR IN SOUTH AFRICA WHILE HE IS AT SCHOOL SINCE THE ONE ROOM IS BIG ENOUGH FOR THE 3 OF US?", strangely to AS IF compare to a another #TeQNiQExposingLifeStory that such same kind of mindedness "drove someone back to their ex having had a picnic and me seeing the messages, YET WE HAD BEEN BOTH ALLOWED BY BOTH OUR PARENTS TO LIVE TOGETHER THERE WHERE I WAS, HER COMING TO ZIMBABWE ON HOLIDAY WITH ME AND PARENTS ETC, with an interesting end of last words because of one of her "since u are 'in an industry of obvious promiscuous charachters', it is actualy better if a wife doesn't enter that same kind of industry coz of peoples plans to draw them apart using it, NOW FOR THIS EXIT ROUTINE AFTER PICNIC EX-BOX WITH FRIED DOUBLE MINDED STREETWISE KENTUCKY DERBY DIRT TO DRAG IN, saying as literal last "walk out sentencing", "****I'M GOING TO GO AND BECOME AN ACTOR****", to my silence and referencial of that mentioned discussion of seeming "i'll never leave your side or let the other rappers get me" endearment.

(-yes she was south African - any mentioned Kego Molebatsi, whom had a warm heart and very joyful soul, but AGAIN, TO ADRESS PERHAPS TEACHING AND DOCTRINE DOUBLE MINDEDNESS, where this ex was obviously "man made traditional groomed", and any "what is the rest of your family going ot think of you marrying out of your culture, and other pe9pe, plus he's a rapper and Zimbabwean, do you want to kill him or something?, is that why you left me?  **Him obviously trying to win faithfulness 'I'm sorry, I'll be faithful this time', as that had been the problem, money fluctuating etc, but seriously just sentimental Fall back of it having been "a long time together BUT HE CHEATED REPEATEDLY", ETC., nevertheless, to spare details, FAITH FOUNDATION IN CHRIST AND GOD ALWAYS THE ISSUE IF WITHOUT, any knowledgability of Eternal Oneness Of Flesh/Being.-)

So, yeah, I HAVE AN EXTREMELY LOT TO WRITE AVOUT FOR A LOT OF REASONS, but to mention as much, is an interesting ongoing of coinciding, also to mention the outcomes etc.

#LongStoryShort Testimonial matters, as far as we know what these kind of #TeQNiQExposingLifeStory people try to use only befallen such works of darkness by of themselves otherwise the interesting beauty of Growth in Spirit & Truth Wisdom IN CHRIST, away from the world's "uncaring of 'it-self(s) and own(s)', especialy to note of heart and soul", unlike Our ETERNALY Heavenly Father and Biggest Brother of all of us Made in His Image through Christ Jesus being God.

I can leave that here for now.

- TeQ NiQ - Kudzai Simbarashe David Murapa - KSDM